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PAY ATTENTION

by Suulak

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1.
If you're on my side, i'll find, the time, for you Feeling like i'll turn blue What's my name you know you know it What you got that's good good for it You got my attention, expression, exception Bleeding from the lack of mention Miss you your affection, I know it Call me what you mean, yeah i'll show it I'll show it I can't figure out, what's the deal, you're unreal Eye's deeper in my iris still Left to me, oh left to me, you spill All the money that's real Lost all foresight but you can just see me well Eye's clearer than day, clearer than night Going away, going to hell Is intention just real
2.
on me 02:18
Left all to the street side You think you ran my mind Looks like you gave it a good try All your bullshit, full of shit, sighs You owe me, oh me, on my mileage Look up, maybe you'll just find it, silence Well you brought it up, please non-violence Well you brought it up, please non-violence Well you brought it up, please non-violence Well you brought it up, please non-violence Well you brought it up, please non-violence
3.
No where no see, what are we left to, roaming these streets I am fine, you are free See all the stars, there's you there's me Monday comes, there's brightness I see I just reach, I'm blind now, I'm beat In the middle, sitting, I meet I guess it's all common courtesy I guess it's all common courtesy I guess it's all common courtesy I guess it's all common courtesy I guess it's all common courtesy I guess I'm here, sitting cozy stuck in the weather Between whether or not I'm fed up Or I wanna just be something better For me, for you I see you in my sweater Hope it keeps you warm for whenever It's not me who holds you together It's better, you have it, it's yours, it's better
4.
ghost 02:41
I think I try, I think I tried Think I try, I think I tried Think I try, I think I tried Think I try, I think I tried Oh you know, you robbed me blind Oh you know, you robbed me blind Oh you know, you robbed me blind Oh you know, you robbed me blind It's fine, it's fine Come sit down with me I just want to see What's deep in iris What's deep in your sea Despite things I need You're supplying means Meaning I'm deceased Seeing red all things Maybe I'm just dead Floating overhead I see you right there Holding heart in hand You can take, it's yours I went through the rain Maybe I'll remain Stealing parts my claim Killing me softly It's all upside down, yeah, all of me You killing me softly Who knew it was you to take all of me You killing me softly It's all upside down, oh all of me You killing me softly Who knew it was you to take all of me
5.
happy bday! 02:46
Waiting now Waiting now To blow the candle out Waiting now Waiting now Waiting now To blow the candle out Blow the candle out Blow the candle out Blow the candle out The next time that you just call me Will be on my birthday Be on my birthday The next time that you just call me Will be on my birthday Be on my birthday Way down Way down Way down, you think about me Way down Way down Way down, you think about me I don't wanna think about it Too many decisions crowded One wish, one And I think I found it Found it was underneath my other eyelid Too many distractions and your eyes are one of it Circle round, circle round, you got me in a mix Smoking all my darts The pack is screaming "I miss", I miss Guess I wish you were the one that would've hit Guess I wish you were the one that would've hit Guess I wish you were the one I wouldn't miss Guess I wish you were the one I wouldn't miss Guess I wish you were the one I wouldn't miss Guess I wish you were the one I wouldn't miss
6.
in_out 02:51
Breathe in, breathe out Got all the words, they're caught in my mouth Breathe in, breathe out It's okay, it's alright right now Breathe in, breathe out Who said so, go ahead, you're allowed Breathe in, breathe out It's all left up to you somehow It's all left to you somehow Who thought it would be me to bring myself right down Not helping with you running around Body not moving, it's you sitting on my brow Talk it down, talk it up, say it anyway It's me whose here to stay Say hi, say hello, no way Chill the fuck out, it's just a Monday Breathe in, breathe out Got all the words, they're caught in my mouth Breathe in, breathe out It's okay, it's alright right now Breathe in, breathe out Who said so, go ahead, you're allowed Breathe in, breathe out It's all left up to you somehow Ohhhh Are you gonna stand on your feet Are you gonna stand on your feet I don't, really wanna see what you see I don't wanna see what you see You got me, seeing double, seeing all threes Possible to be, in my mind, I'm weak Oh me, oh why me The choice too steep Well I guess it's just bleak, so bleak It's all left up to you somehow It's all left up to you somehow It's all left up to you somehow It's all left up to you somehow
7.
ok ouch 03:04
Looking at me still Real, real, real Am I just ideal, deal, deal I just wanna feel, feel, feel Ok, ouch Tell me what's the deal, deal, deal Oh, wow Can you tell me what's real, real, real I fall down Can you tell me what's real, real, real Fall down Can you tell what's real, real, real Fall down Can you tell me what's real, real, real Fall down I just wanna feel, feel, feel Ok, ouch Not far Out there Do you even really care I know That you Are out there Come back, come back from there Come back, come back from there Come back, come back from there Come back, come back from there Everything, everywhere Last light In the dead, in the dead of night Knives in my heart, you hide them Disguised as your light Caught me, caught me sideways Yours is a cut that I can take At least it's you giving me Nothing short of a mistake Yeah Nothing short of a mistake Nothing short of a mistake Yours is a cut that I can take
8.
If you look up, there's no god That's three, that's three Fuck a facade Guess it's up to your mind if you want to decide if there are laws Oh shit, pause Is that what you wanted All this applause Sow myself back together, back together Then I just cut myself off Then I just cut myself off I guess it's my loss I guess it's my loss I'm paying the cost Well, I am here I see everything crystal clear I look in the mirror, I am sincere Myself, I am everything I fear Fuck you I just chill up in the atmosphere I might run to you but you're not close or near Give me the wheel This I wanna steer I am the master puppeteer And that's just you I might think when I want to go choose It's just the cost, yeah the cost you lose I might fuck around and drink too much booze I might do some more tattoos Look at my arms yeah they're filled with bruises Look at yourself, you choose this I figure out that you knew this If you look up, there's no god That's three, that's three Fuck a facade Guess it's up to your mind if you want to decide if there are laws Oh shit, pause Is that what you wanted All this applause Sow myself back together, back together Then I just cut myself off Then I just cut myself off I guess it's my loss I guess it's my loss I'm paying the cost
9.
channel 2 03:19
Left side, three's at the fight I just don't want to go there Sitting yelling from the sidelines Peaking one to nine If I don't move, it'll be my demise I lost my Sense of self Where my eye go I just feel like I lost all my control Give it to three I'll just beat up my soul Everywhere I go I just don't really know why I try It's just eighty degrees Energy Cover me, cover me Energy Oh it's eighty degrees Tenth level, I see everything except for me Superstition remedy Let me be, let me be Let me be, let me be Run, run, run, runaway you go You run, so fun, gung-ho Look around, you're all alone All street lights, on sight, guess I lost my tone I don't really want to go home Really want to go home I guess I ran it back Way back to what was that That place on channel two That place I first met you I guess I ran it back Way back to what was that That place on channel two That place I first met you
10.
takemytime 04:20
Think I'll take my time this time Think I'll take my time this time Think I'll take my time this time Why were you not on my side Think I'll take my time this time Think I'll take my time this time Think I'll take my time this time Oh I wish you were on my side Oh on my side Got me feeling out of my mind Oh out of my mind Oh out of my mind Oh out of my mind Go Looked in my eyes oh different If I got one or two cents Maybe I'll just go and spend it On the costs that I know were meant From my heart, yeah it's gold that's bled Two months, two tears, two ends Sincerely falling out my head Enough, enough unsaid Enough, enough unsaid Enough, enough unsaid Enough, enough unsaid Enough, enough unsaid Take my time Never enough of it There's a mist over everything How far till I see clearly Always too much Decide to decide Too many cigarettes Will you be my last breath? Exhale intentionally Or carelessly Intentions intention Will my eyes still see you Will my eyes still see you Will my eyes still see you Your image is imprinted on the back of my mind Back of my mind Back of my mind Back of my mind oh Will my eyes still see you Your image is imprinted on the back of my mind Back of my mind Back of my mind Back of my mind oh Back of my mind oh
11.
323 03:49
Everything that you to told me was a lie That I don't really know my mind That I don't really want to try Guess I'll tattoo these lines You're showing face, showing place Never seem to sight All lost to the dark of night All lost to my false sight Take that off it's a disguise From darkness, oh yeah you creep and hide What you doing in the limelight What you doing next to my side Thinking this is some spotlight Already wasted all my damn time I guess I don't really owe you mine I can't really seem to figure why You bring yourself back here three times Tick-tock, tick-tock Moneys tight Dodging mother fuckers cause I'm shy Asking for a picture, bitch why I'm really only here to say hi Tick-tock, tick-tock Moneys fine I'll come back somewhere, sometime Wonder where you went, my sight It's hidden in my wrist, it's fine Guess I came back, but not from back there Backstairs, learning what I need to care What it means to make yourself a questionnaire Everything, yes, everywhere All at once, the difference is clear See me, see you Just a mirror Play me, play you, no fear Through and through Crystal clear Know that, go back, all you see that That's got me questioning what's real, yeah, a fact I don't wanna go somewhere Guess you fed up I don't want to go that way, can you let up Errors forming, code distorting Oh one, one oh Three is forming Blindside everything, you know where you're going Yeah you know where you're going Three's here he's better than ever Think you know one, now you know it better Three two three, you see whoever You see whoever Three's here he's better than ever Think you know one, now you know it better Three two three, you see whoever You see whoever
12.
outside 04:40
Oh the rain just poured outside, I And I am feeling alright I'm feeling alright The rain just mixed with the tears combined And I am feeling alright I'm feeling alright Oh what did I do three days ago or two days a time They feel the same, I I break it, I break it, I try Staring at the knee, looking into the other eye Showered in the light Showered in the sight Oh the rain just poured outside It's too late to try Is it too late to try Oh the tears just poured outside But really I don't mind Really I don't mind I roll on the dice It took three times, I'm sitting on ice I'm sipping real nice But really I don't wanna feel this light What can I try Other two options I just might Give it a try Of all the things that could be said that time Feeling like I just lost track of my mind Don't know where to go, or where to go Tryna find all of the signs Where to draw the line? Or where do I draw the line H20, streaming like all the thoughts Everything so sublime Oh the rain just poured outside It's too late to try Is it too late to try Oh the tears just poured outside But really I don't mind Really I don't mind Sunlight, sunlight My tears dry in the sunlight My tears dry in the sunlight Sunlight, sunlight The tears dry in the sunlight Oh in the sunlight
13.
Who put this water in my eye All sides, for you Applaud me Oh good job on your lines She heard you, she heard you Curtain closing Oh water in my eye All sides, for you Applaud me Oh good job on your lines She heard you, she heard you Curtain closing Curtain closing Curtain closing Curtain closing Curtain closing Curtain closing Curtain closing Curtain closing Yeah you don't know me Fade to all black I know, sit back Don't stress yourself, mess yourself I think I'll pass it back Too you, for you It's all for you I write it down, etch it down I think I knew you

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[self-produced_&_recorded_on_garageband for iphone]

[THIS IS “3”_THIS IS “3”]

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this album_this album is the vessel for alot of life & energy that has happened over these past 2 years_especially_1
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music as a medium has been a place for me to speak & explore my thoughts & emotions as they come with experiencing this experience. It’s a playground for questioning and exploring what life is revealing 2 me. THIS RELEASE (which has been a long time coming) is finally given up to the world. my ears aren’t the only ones that can hear these songs now.
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side by 2 my other music projects released under “18pm”, this album carries a different level of vulnerability & energy. it was an exploration & commentary on my inner battle with myself being my worst enemy, & a talk thru of my own experiencing of the full spectrum of emotion that comes with falling into & losing love__
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Nothing feels better than creating art that u feel is such an honest expression and representation of the realness of emotion that you’ve felt.
I made this music not even really thinking 2 release it, making it solely for expression, for release, & subtle therapy. 2 remind myself that I’m present. that I’m here. now.
It’s not within me to not share this though.
for how long it took me to put the cap on these songs/project, the timing & alignment of this release makes THE most sense 2 me. Being someone who trusts the natural timing of things, the timing of this project, is very much divine
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hope y’all enjoy “PAY ATTENTION”. I sure do

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released December 28, 2022

Zach Sulak

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